No matter how hard I try…

No matter how hard I try or how much I would like to be on X, I just can’t get into it.

I’ve been on this rollercoaster for months now. I have to force myself to go on the app.

And when I’m on X, I’m just scrolling. Mindlessly scrolling. Not doing anything productive. Not making connections. Just scrolling through a sea of shitposting.

The only conclusion I can come to with X is that I don’t want to be there anymore.

Anyone else feel the same?